I have a vivid memory of the exact moment.

I was in seminary, having fled my native South to New York City to finish college and seminary, embarrassed at being a Baptist, at being a white Southerner, and not entirely sure if I was a believer.

But the God question wouldn’t go away.

A mighty wrestling match was underway in my soul, trying to come to terms with my adolescent “youth revival” preacher days. Neither the civil rights nor the anti-Vietnam War movements had disturbed my piously furrowed brow.

One Saturday in high school, starting a Saturday 12-hour shift pumping gas and washing cars, I was transferring product displays and stacks of new tires outside as we prepared to open shortly before dawn.

I overheard the radio saying something about Martin Luther King Jr.

“That Martin Luther King, he ain’t no Christian,” the station owner muttered toward the radio. “Everywhere he go there’s trouble.”

It would be years before it occurred to me that the same was likely said about Jesus.

Entering seminary, I became a voracious reader of the history, details and figures of the civil rights movement era.

Then came that vivid moment.

I had purchased one of those over-sized books of photos of King and other civil rights moments and luminaries. Flipping through, I turned to a photo showing King and his wife Coretta sitting at a piano, their infant daughter Yolanda perched on Martin’s lap as he and Coretta sang from an open hymnal.

The cover title was clear. It was the Broadman Hymnal.

The hymnal I grew up with. Published by the Southern Baptist Convention – the same body whose executive committee voted down a resolution of sympathy to members of Birmingham’s Sixteenth Street Baptist Church, one day after the terrorist bombing in 1963 that killed four young children.

At one time, I could quote from memory the page number of dozens of titles in that hymnal.

As I came to discover, a good many churches that hosted civil rights movement mass meetings — churches that were threatened by cross-burning Klan torches — did their singing from the Broadman. And I also learned that terrorism on American soil has a long history.

That moment — that photo — stands among my life’s greatest epiphanies.

I came to realize that the language of faith can have many different, even competing meanings, just as any chemical compound, minus even one element, turns into something else altogether.

The annual commemoration of King’s birthday provides a perennial occasion to remember the dream that still beckons both church and civil society.

And not just in the U.S.: I’ve listened to children in Baghdad sing “We Shall Overcome” in Arabic, and I’ve read similar accounts from the Berlin Wall in Germany and Tiananmen Square in Beijing, to South Africa’s Soweto Township.

A comic book-style telling of the Montgomery bus boycott, first published in 1958, was translated into Arabic in 2008 and circulated widely during the “Arab Spring” democracy movement in North Africa.

Yet, King was not assassinated because he was a dreamer, though the national holiday-makers have largely domesticated and smoothed over the threat he represented. “The most dangerous negro in the country,” according to the FBI’s assessment.

We forget that by the time he was assassinated, his favorable public opinion polling had plummeted to 33%.

We forget that his last major speech, “Beyond Vietnam,” openly condemned the U.S. war in Vietnam and asserted that our nation was “the greatest purveyor of violence in the world.”

After prophets die, we mold their memory to suit our purposes. We ladle praise on them and put them on pedestals as a way to distance ourselves from them.

There is some truth in that old canard: “A conservative is someone who admires a dead radical.”

Admiring Martin Luther King Jr.’s dream is not the same as being captured by it.

It is not only possible but common to respect the man but relinquish the mission, to revere the dreamer but renege on the dream, such that it turns into something else entirely.

The biggest mistake we make is using the King birthday observance as the occasion to heap accolades on his memory.

Diane Nash, one of the many unheralded leaders in the civil rights movement, says it well:

“If people think that it was Martin Luther King’s movement, then today they — young people — are more likely to say, ‘Gosh, I wish we had a Martin Luther King here today to lead us.’ If people knew how that movement started, then the question they would ask themselves is, ‘What can I do?’”

Editor’s note: This article is part of a series for Martin Luther King Jr. Day 2022. The previous article in the series is: 

What About the Dream? Reflections in Preparation for MLK Day 2022 | Chris Smith

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